family

my dad abuses my whole family and my family has to stay in slience my mom is struggling enough already. I try to call the cops but I can’t bring myself to do it I overthink about it what would my neighborhood think, what would my aunt and uncles think? and my mom is struggling with her job and stuff.. it sucks. it doesn’t hurt when hits me anymore sure I cry but I hardly feel the pain of yk what I mean.