im trying so hard to love myself but it’s so difficult. i have been trying to eat healthy and work out but i don’t think it’s working. my stomach is huge and it’s my biggest
insecurity. i feel so fat when i’m around people and i feel like everyone judges me because i’m so fat. i went to the doctor for a physical and saw that i gained like 30 pounds and i almost started to burst into tears. i want to starve myself but it never works and i end up just wanting to eat my whole fridge, then i feel so fat and guilty after. my bestfriend has a flat stomach and i always wish i was her because she’s so pretty and i feel fat and ugly all the time. if someone can relate that would be nice :(