mental health✨

i dont really know what to feel except annoying and mad. every little thing my parents do make me furious and want to throw shit around. one thing that makes me want to just scream is my mom and her chewing. everything she does makes me furious and whenever she chews I just want to roll up in a ball and yell. im afraid im going to loose my shit. right now shes digging her hands into this noisy ass container and chewing and its like its never ending. im afraid one day ill snap, why am I so bothered by this?