so, i never claimed to have an ed, but i think i did a few years ago. i looked in the mirror and decided that i was fat, so i was going to change that. it started off by limiting. i would limit what i ate, and i started an ab workout, bc i hated my stomach. i was constantly recording my weight, and i was proud of every pound i lost. the lowest i got to was 79.8. from somwhere in the mid 80s, i went down to a 79.8. and i was bragging about it at school. i'd only eat at dinner if my fam was watching, and only a little. i ditched breakfast and lunch entirely. i could only have one snack a day, even though i felt fat if i did. it was to a point where i was the saying "an apple a day keeps the doctor away." but the thing is, that's all i ate. an apple a day. idk why it came up, but once my friend said, "yea i thought you were starving yourself." I quickly denied, but i was oddly proud. i remember in health class, a nutrition lady came in and we had to record what we ate in the last week for something. i remember being so proud by how short my list was. i eat now, a lot. not a lot, because my appetite is smaller, but I'm def back to normal. but i know that once i reach 100 pounds, ill stop eating bc, i cant get over 100. idk, just a goal of mine. ig it's not a full recovery.