so my relationship with my parents was always you know?..questionable.we would once hang out so happy all together than the next day fight.anyway the more i grew up the more our relationship got ruined which it let me into very bad problems.now i get addicted very quick in a lot of things.i only smoked once and now it’s all in my head and i want to do it again.im addicted to self harming and i’m addicted to making myself throw up.when i try to stop i feel like i should do it like right now i should handle.not to mention the fact that i feel like i’m faking it or when i see others that are worse than me i want to be like them.every time i stop i want to do it again because to me it feels like that’s the only relationship i can hold.
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