i don’t know....i miss him so much and i wanna just tell him and i wanna hug him but i’m so afraid , i’m afraid that if he rejects me, it’s been 6 months and i honestly think i should move on but as much as i try i just can’t move on, i feel like i’m just slowly feeling numb yk? it’s just hard to explain how much i miss him :/ i wanna hug him i wanna see him i wanna vent to him so bad i wanna spend time with him again i wanna talk to him... we talked a few days ago but he left me on seen and idk i’m so afraid to tell him i miss him i just think he will reject me and i’m just so done telling boys how i feel bro like when i tell boys how i feel they reject me :/ igz i just take things to quick but i’ve been waiting for the right moment and i haven’t been able to find it i really don’t know if i should ever tell him that i miss him i’m just so scared and i have nobody to talk with since nobody cares yk this isn’t a big problem but i just miss him and i don’t know what to do anymore idk if i should continue & should forget about him but it’s so hard, i should probably move on already since i’ve literally gotten no where so far, i mean i got him to unblock me & follow me back & talk to me but then he stops responding & ok if he actually cared he would show it. but i did him so wrong i feel like i don’t even deserve a 2nd chance anyways , i really tried i wanna stay strong but it’s so hard every day i think and it breaks my heart i just want to see him in my hands again :( i want him to be mines i want him not another boy i just need him. he understood me , he was always there for me, i mean still is i just gotta tell him but i’m too scared to tell him ... i’m scared of rejection i regret telling him the things i told him so much i’m such an asshole. tbh i don’t even deserve the second chance i just wanna see him happy but i don’t know i want him back