I can’t pick just one category,because I suffer/suffered from almost all of the options. I’ll start with mental health. I personally suffer from a few disorders that consist of Generalized anxiety Social anxiety Panic disorder OCD Depression And body dysmorphia I got all my anxiety after my uncle died I alway had consist fears of death with grew into more fears. Social anxiety for me after I moved schools and didn’t have friends. And my panic disorder came to me after I lost eveyone I still had. I’ve personally have had OCD sinse I was very young and don’t know the cause, and my depression started after all of my bullying. Body dismorphia is a new thing for me that has started in quarantine. Moving in to myself esteem I am very self conscious due to my social anxiety I am very insecure about my hair,weight,acne, and smile. My hair is a mess it is curly and I don’t know how to take care of it everyone else in my family has straight hair and to make it worse my hair is short so I can’t do much with it. My weight I know is healthy for my age and hight but the weight isn’t evenly balanced throughout my body it’s all in my stomach and legs. My acne I’ve had sinse 4th grade and it doesn’t go away. With my smile it’s became hard to know how to smile properly so it looks very weird when I smile. I also suffer from a poor social life I’ve lost a lot of friends all the friend I now have are ether online or my boyfriend. I’ve personally lost a few friend all for them being mean to me and leaving. Bullying is also a hard thing in my life. I’m constantly told to kill myself and that I’m useless. I always give in and believe them when I know I shouldn’t. Most of this happened on my bus ride home. With my family it gets hard my dad is a former alcoholic. My mom has anorexia,depression, and anxiety. My sister has cycle vomiting syndrome and gastopariys, so she is in the hospital about every 4 months. And my brother has ADHD, and dyslexia and is hard to get along with. My oldest brother doesn’t live with us he is in the military. The only loss I’ve witnessed is my uncles he was very important to me. After he died everything just changed for the worse. My grandpa got vet depressed and hated the idea of seeing his grave. My aunt and mom felt bad because they never really had a good relationship with him. And when my mom was told she was giving birth to my little sister. I was only in second grade but right then is when I started to worry. An eating disorder I don’t personally have but I do have body dismorphyia I hate the way I look I do a lot to loose the weight but it always come back. This is my life and it can be very stressful I’ve tried to take my own life 3 times already. And all of this only happend sinse I was 8 now I’m 11.
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you are a bad bitch for being able to get through this. bad bitch in a good way!! is that too foul of a language? my apologies. you are gonna come out of this stronger than ever before. You shouldn’t be going through this in the first place, but i’m so proud of you. i’m so proud that youre dealing with it anyways. i wish you all the luck, love.
just know that you are so incredibly strong, and i’m proud of you, keep staying strong for me. i know you can get through this, you are never alone. <3