my dad.

my dad was always in and out of my life, he'd come down to visit me but when he did my mum and dad would constantly argue, they had a fight about custody and everything. when my dad stopped coming to visit I was 6, I looked outside of the window for 4 hours waiting for him. he never came, it wasn't until years later when I was 10 I realized he didn't ever love me or care about me, that's when the self harm started, I just want him to come back, I have so much to share with him. but no he has another family now, other kids, a different wife, I just want a dad, I want someone to be there for me