I suppose I have to write this once again. Well, here I am. 14 years old and going nowhere in this pointless life of mine. I just want to die. I do not want to grow old, weak. The idea of that does not appeal to me. I want to die at a young age. Everything is just so pointless. This world is so boring. Everyone is the same. People are so simple to read. I may be young, but I feel as if I understand so much more than others around me do. I’m just tired I guess. Of everything. I want nothing more than to be put into an endless, peaceful rest.