I never felt apart of anything. I always felt like the outcast who tried to hard to get people’s attention. most of my “friends“are only my “Friends“ because I go to a small school and we only have 5 girls in my grade which practically caused us all to be “friends“. I never felt apart of their friend group. I feel so lonely now know that no one ever talks to me about anything. I do try to start conversations but they never last or go well. it is really sad know that I always put other people before myself. I don’t feel like I’m alive for myself anymore it feels like I’m only here to try to exceed people’s expectations of me. I am not living no more I am just existing.
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You are more than you think, even if it doesn’t seem like it. I’m not the best at putting how I feel or how to answer to someone out there, but know that I think you’re awesome. ^_^