I’ve always been the stable one. the rock in the storm, the one everyone goes to when something’s wrong. i have the best advice, the best motto, and the best support system. i feel used and abused and walked over, even though i know for a fact that no one is doing those things to me. i feel alone and i want to reach out for help but i can’t seem to gather the courage to do so. i feel cowardly and stupid for being so unable to ask for help. i am pretty sure i can’t ask for help because no one listens. all they say to me is “you’ll get though it” or “why don’t you talk to somebody?” no one understands how i’m feelings and i don’t even think i understand what i’m feeling. i bury myself in fictional worlds and stories that will never come true and i know it’s my form of repression. i know i should stop but i can’t seem to, it’s so hard to realize that everything that i want is impossible. all i want is to be able to talk to someone and find the right person for me. i wish i could ask for real help but unfortunately i’m stuck venting online. Sincerely, XY
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hi, im in the same position honestly. i dont have advice to give, but i know it makes me feel better knowing someone else does this. im not sure if its the exact same, but for me i read fantasy books and put myself in there to escape from reality. im here for you if you need anything,