i don’t know who i am. the truth is that i don’t really feel like a girl anymore. i hate she/her pronouns so much it feels like someone stabs me in the heart when they call me a girl. i hate my chest and everything that makes me feminine. i wanna be a boy. i wanna be confident and strong and manly and a real man and i hate myself and i hate my body and i hate it and i can’t do this anymore but still i’m not sure about anything and i hate that i have to be a boy or a girl i just want to be myself and idhegwbgshevwhdbgeb i just broke my streak of 5 months being clean. i can’t do this anymore. i’m sorry.
i just want a haircut tbh. that’s all i want.