He doesn't know that every time he smiles or laughs I get a second of freedom.
He doesn't know I love blasting the songs he hates because I like that attention.
He doesn't know that every time he misses a call I want to die more than before.
He doesn't know I wait all day for his text, and sometimes never get it.
He doesn't know how much it hurts to hear him talking about coming over his house, or when I'll be back because that isn't the priority, my whole life is on the line and I don't think he gets that.
He doesn't know that the case isn't in my hands, or my parents hands and he angers me so much, more than bearable when he talks like we are stupid or the solution is right in front of us or acting like I'm not doing anything.
He doesn't know how much pain I'm in...
He doesn't know how when he says that going back to my old house wont be an issue, like he's never listened to a thing I've said. He doesn't know how that angers me
I love him and he's my only supporter, but at the same time he acts so ignorant. hes so mean sometimes, and i just, i want him to sttop doing it but i cant lose him because if he gets mad he might leave me and i dont have anyone else