ok so pretty much this is gonna be long but like idc so bear with me for this one. it all began when i met her. let’s call her C. C was and still remains one of my best friends. we had a few fights but they were j like petty little disagrements so we got over them. C introduced me to one of her guy friends. let’s call him S. me and S became rlly close and i started to like him a a lot. he liked me back and we kinda became a thing. i told C all ab it and she was so happy to hear ab it. until one day S stopped acting like he usually did and kind of pushed me to the side. it turns out that C started to like S and she told him. of course since she’s gorgeous and literally perfect he chose her. i got over that in some time. let’s do a little time skip. i had become closer with a guy that went to my school. (keep in mind S and C go to different school then i do). let’s call the guy from my school A. he’s very attractive and all around a rlly good guy. i started to like him so much and i kinda got the drift that he liked me back. but then after i told C ab this, she got a crush on him as well. then A started to like her. i guess i was wrong ab his feelings towards me. ive always felt kind of insecure because C is just so much better then i am. obviously people would chose her over me. o got that. then i started to become friends with a guy in my neighborhood. he was in a grade above us. lets call him B. i liked and still do like him. and he was being very touchy with me and would tell me everything that happened to him. i rlly thought that he liked me back so i introduced him to my friends one day. those friends were S and C. i honestly don’t know y i did that. i even knew that he was probably gonna like her so i was scared to introduce them. but i was confident in what i thought he felt so i decided to go for it. let’s just say i was so so wrong. she automatically went after him and they are now dating. my heart breaks every day because of that. honestly that was a lie i don’t even feel it anymore. i’m so used to being someone last choice that it doesn’t even affect me anymore. my heart feels broken all the time. C is just so much better than i could ever be. she’s perfect in every way but i’m not. i’m fat. i’m ugly. i don’t have anything going for me. i just don’t know what to do. whenever i finally like someone again my heart just ends up being broken again. i don’t want to love. i don’t want to do anything anymore.
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You need to stop being freinds wth c