I have struggled with self-confidence since I was 6 years old. I am now a 15-year-old girl who still can't go out in public unless no one can see my stomach. I know I am not overweight but I still feel fat and have been fat-shamed my whole life because I am not the skinniest person. That has led me to just stop eating for a little bit, just starve myself. I have a lot of mental health issues but I feel like I can't go to anyone in my family so I am left undiagnosed. I have cried so much that now it is physically impossible for me to cry. I feel lonely and sad all the time. I am always there for everyone else but no one is there for me. I never complain about anything because I have been told that no one wants to hear about my issues, no one wants to listen to me complain. I have been told by friends that there is nothing wrong with me and my issues are not as important as theirs. I push everyone away because if I let them close I know that they are going to hurt me. Thank you for creating this website for me to vent to.
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Hi! I understand your pain, and I’m so sorry. I hope things get better for you. sometimes when I’m feeling that way, I like to express my feelings in other ways than talking to people. You can paint or draw or write it all down. And know that no matter what you may think, you DO have people who care for you and want to listen if you look in the right places.