I don’t know if I’m bisexual or not. My first “crush” was my friend in 5th grade but I don’t know if it really counts bc at that time I didn’t think about kissing her or anything, all I knew was that I wanted to be her best friend and I got extremely jealous of anyone else who was her friend. I also went to an all girls school and the only boys I knew were very annoying. In 7th grade I started going to a public school with both boys and girls and I had a crush on a guy in my class for like two weeks. Then I got into reading and all my crushes were fictional characters to the point where I couldn’t find any real boy attractive. in eighth grade I thought of kissing girls and I was really confused bc I grew up in a third world country where homophobia is kinda normal. Like even tho I had nothing against LGBTQ people I used to feel a little uncomfortable about it. and I tried to deny it. but then I realized that maybe I’m actually bi. Until like a day ago when I saw people on tiktok saying that girl are becoming bi as a trend and that made me really confused bc now I think that I’m only doing this for attention.
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