i feel like a terrible person. i’m getting better and improving but wow do i despise how i’ve treated people. there was this girl i loved the most and we dated for a while. i treated her like shit and after time and time again i would tell her i would change but i couldn’t. i genuinely didn’t know how to become a better person for her. it’s terrible because she deserved better. we’re broken up but it eats me up inside how badly i treated her. and i love her so much i really don’t understand how or why. i never meant any harm. i love and miss her. i wish i could take everything back. she didn’t deserve that pain. im exhausted being me and i want it all to end, i want the shame, regret, and pain to stop.
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