i miss him. i really miss him, and i don't understand why. he mentally abused me and put me down and caused me some insecurities, but i for some reason want him to text me. and i want us to be like we were before we knew we liked each other. he blocked me on everything and cut me out of his life like it was all my fault, and sometimes i can't help but think it is. i feel so dumb, i mess up so much and i messed up the opportunity to be his friend after we stopped talking in that way....god im so stupid. why am i still stuck in the goddamn palm of his hand.
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you are not stupid. you are amazing and strong and you shouldn’t tell yourself anything that says otherwise. i totally get what you’re going through, my boy was so incredibly rude to me at times and said things that caused me to be insecure about stuff i didnt even know people were insecure about and i still miss him from time to time. but you have to remember were you happy when you guys were talking and he was being abusive? or are you just nostalgic for the times he was sweet? being friends after being in a toxic relationship is never as good as you think it might be (speaking from experience). anyway. you’re not stupid and it’s not your fault and you can do so much better than someone who doesn’t see that. you’ll find someone better and they won’t run away.