last year i fell in love with one of my guy friends. yes, in love. i never told anyone because i thought it might be weird. but then we all moved schools and it’s weird. i cried about him the whole summer and then when we got to school we never really talked again but i’m still obsessed. when people ask me what’s wrong i say nothing or i say “i’m missing someone who i should have stopped missing a long time ago.” i used to cry about him everyday and i just wanted the pain to stop. but now i still feel for him but at the same time i can’t feel anything. i want to feel something. j don’t know anymore.
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the same thing kind of happened or is happening with me. I fell in love with my best friend 3 years ago. At the beginning of last school year we told each other how we felt and tried taking things slow. I have commitment issues and couldn't keep the relationship. We broke up and I realized I have never liked someone as much as him. To this day, he thinks I don't like him. He doesn't suspect anything. Him and I have gotten closer. But just as friends. I watch him fall for another girl day after day. Sometimes I want to tell him but I know i can't. I can't ruin the relationship again. :/