hii my name is marya, and for the longest time ever I’ve been insecure, confused and lost about everything in my life. I’m moving soon, and to be honest, I’m nervous, scared of what people will think of me. my weight is something I’ve always struggled with, and I restricted so bad that I’m at the point where if I start eating I won’t stop. i eat almost everything I see, and it’s making me feel disgusting, unworthy and fat. i don’t know, at this point in my life I’m not ready for anything, love, jobs, opportunities, new beginnings and so much more. it’s scary.