now before i start another topic(s) if any of y’all relate to this i’m sorry.. but along with my depression i forget everything my brain has erased all my memories i sometimes can’t remember what i did yesterday or last week. i only have one core memory. self harm- till this day i still struggle with sh i’ve struggled with it since i was 10 of 11. i feel nothing now i can do it and not cry anymore i’m NUMB ....insecure/self esteem and bullying- since 5th grade i’ve always hated my body i was bullied for it and still am. sometimes i don’t even wanna leave the house because i look too fat or nothing fits me or i just don’t want people looking at me. i dont like my body. i’ve tried throwing up starving myself but i don’t have a diagnosed ED so i was just insecure urs truly - �� i’m sorry
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