I’m in a relationship. A long distance relationship to be specific. We got together July 4th but we met May 29th. He’s so sweet. He treats me like i’m the only thing in his world but he also treats me like shit. We get into arguments a lot and makes everything about him. It’s always about him and never about me. and when it is about me, he somehow makes it about him and he always plays the victim. Recently, i went on vacation to my lake house for a week. Sunday-Friday. On sunday, my family and some friends arrived at the house. Me, my dad, my mom, my sister, my brother, my sisters friends and her boyfriend, my brothers girlfriend and my friend. We were the only ones there on Sunday. Every year at the lake my mom and dads friends and kids always come up and stay for a day or two. This year was different. My dads best friend recently got into a divorce. He found a girlfriend and she has 3 kids. Two older daughters and one son who’s my age. On monday my dads best friend arrived at the lake and shortly after so did his girlfriend. The girlfriend brought the son. I didn’t know that he was coming. When i saw this boy, my jaw nearly dropped. He was stunning. He had blue eyes and semi long hair and he was tall. Starting Tuesday night, we started being friends. One night more little kids showed up and since all the bedrooms were taken they had to sleep upstairs with the older kids and none of us wanted to sleep next to random 7 year olds, the boy said that he’d sleep next to me so that none of us had to sleep next to the 7 year olds. So that’s what happened. For the rest of the week he slept in the bed next to me. and each night we were so close to each other. One day he asked us if we wanted to go to the rope swing and so we did and it was so fun and then we came back and made s’mores. When we were making s’mores he was on the hammock and he got up so i sat there and then he came back and sat on it with me. After a while we got up and went upstairs. It was our last night there and so it was gonna be my last time sleeping next to him and it was. That night he put his feet on my bed and then his hands on my bed and fell asleep. I didn’t move them because i didn’t wanna wake him up but my stomach had butterflies. I didn’t tell my boyfriend any of this. Nothing happened between me and that boy but it feels like i did something wrong. I didn’t get the boys snap or anything and i don’t know when the next time i see him will be. I kinda miss him and i wanna go back. But i love my boyfriend but something about this boy is different. Thank you for listening. I appreciate it