time warp to where it began
dec 12th, 2018.
we were added into a gc someone made and sooner or later the gc died. you($) made another one of the most active people, i was one of them. later it was just me you and another girl, #, who kept in touch so we made our own private gc.
we were close for awhile and it was fun like alot of fun we would play roblox together, sometimes call on discord.
I’d text the gc from when i get home till 3am and id text from when i woke up at 6am till i went to school at 7:12am and we had tons of inside jokes and it was all good
In february of 2019 # had to take a break cause she was in a bad mental state but it was fine shed text us every once and awhile
She came back in late february, almost march and it was awkward for a bit but we got over it soon enough
Two weeks later # left the gc and when we’d add her back shed leave
You got mad and was like she replaced us and i was upset but i didnt think much of it
she left for a reason, right?
And she did, she had to go to the hospital and was in oklahoma, she lived in texas but she was at a ranch and her parents were being assholes and she broke her leg
you got mad but still forgave her and everything went back to normal and later # left, again.
you were mad i was just upset and we both sent her a message saying how we felt she only replied to mine
You always claimed # liked me more, which i never believed was true but now i realize, she did. For obvious reasons which i will now realize
time warp: march of 2019
My dog had run away and i was upset abt it like very upset
We were talking on discord and ur friend came on
I was crying, practically sobbing and he took it upon himself to call me a little bitch while you did nothing about it but laughed gee, thanks
i said ‘wow ur right i am, im just overly sensitive haha.’
he later apologized,
you did not.
may of 2019
me you and this guy had a gc and it was kinda cool
not really considering everytime id go in there youd tell me to shut up or you two would make fun of me
I remember you found my soundcloud which i used in 5th grade
and then you guys proceed to make fun of me, for the music i listened to in 5th grade
it wouldve been okay if we were all okay and i was making fun of myself but i was not
During this you guys kept saying ‘watch, shes gonna cry’
‘WATCH HER START CRYING LMAO’
in late may he apologized you, did not
i met another one of your friends, !!!
It was around this time I realized i liked you. Yikes.
you came to me bcs you thought you liked !!! was kinda cool. He never made me cry i guess
Nor was he mean to me
In june i went to my cousins birthday party and on the way back i told u how sick i was of the way you treated me
I later found out that day my aunt died
I wanted to talk to you and vent but you were ignoring me
We didnt talk till a week later
And it took you 5 hours to respond
Which wouldve been okay if you werent posting your conversations w/ ur other friends
So i sb'd you
And i thought that was the end of it
But it wasnt
You came into my dms apologizing and like a dumbass i forgave u
Anyways we were good until
We were talking and i was like why the fuck is tiktok jimin showing up on my tl
You said ‘cause ur shitty like him’
I got upset and we didnt talk for a week
Then we stopped being friends
Other things that happened: -i was writing a ff for you and i was uncomfortable with writing a certain scene you still made me write it
-while writing the ff my ex dm me and had pictures of me still tho we broke up a year ago, you got mad and said ‘do u want me to give u ideas for the ff or should i just go to sleep’
-when ur friend said they wanted to k/ll themselves you told them it was selfish
-i mailed u 2 hoseok pc and letter and you made fun of my hand writing tho i tried to make it as neat as i could
-something scary happened to u and i stayed up till 4am despite me being exhausted talking to u and when i went to bed u got mad and posted shit like ‘im scared rn and no one is talkin to me’
things you ruined for me:
-bts (specifically hoseok) -the neighborhood roblox game
-mystic messenger(jumin to be specific)
-honkai impact third
-discord (im howling at the moon)
trauma rating: ★★★
how long did it take to get over her?: july 31st - february of 2020.
would i do again: no
would i recommend to a friend: no
The friendship was nice besides her making fun of me. Was lots of fun and we had a lot of inside jokes. Would be better if you didn’t make me hate myself.