That’s the question that has been lingering in my mind for months. It revolves around my clothing style, my gender, my sexuality, my personality, my friends, my body. Each day is a constant struggle with figuring myself out. I fix one thing and another begins to fall apart. Am I non-binary or genderqueer or genderfluid? Am I lesbian or pansexual or queer? Should I always be this happy? Am I allowed to be sad? It spins around in my head and never lets me live in peace.