I have struggled with my weight do much and had been trying to lose it the healthy way but I just felt so bad about myself that I decided I wanna do this quicker and faster so I went ahead and went on a couple of pro ana blogs for ideas then I started eating less limiting etc it was working I lost alot of weight so i went ahead and limited less and then my mom found out. I was forced into recovery which made me have body dysmorphia so I tried manifesting weight loss and the numbers were going down so I kept doing that but my mom told me I was stick thin and had to stop but all I saw was a fat pig and ignored her remarks and said no I am fat and I will keep working till I'm skinny. Eventually I saw myself as a lil bit thin which is today and still to thus day I hate myself and have bad body dysmorphia
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