i don't want to leave my bed, because i know i will be more tempted to go to the kitchen and look inside the fridge. your jokes that you made making fun of my weight weren't funny. i laughed along because i didn't know what else to do. every second i spend i spend thinking "will this make me look fatter?" "how many calories does this have?" "did i gain some pounds?" "i wish i looked like her". the only reason i started to care about my weight was because of your stupid comments. now im here wondering why i cant look like you, or like those people on the magazines. why cant i look good in a swimsuit? i wear a hoodie everyday just so i dont have to see my body, or let anyone else see it either. why did you do this to me?