well, i need and want help. i need help to trying love my body. but the help i WANT is how to starve myself. or how to limit. or how to motivate myself to work out more. i don't eat from when i wake up to around 3 or 4 o'clock, but then after that i binge. why can't i just muscle through the hunger? like i'm seriously over the "oh my god i hate myself, oh my god i'm so sad", i'm not even there anymore. i just want to do what i want and move on. i'm so fucking tired of pitying myself or feeling sad or whatever, i just want to stop eating. simple as that.