Basically, I feel like I have an eating disorder. it started out with me just not eating a meal a day. but it turned into not eating for hours and hours at a time. sometimes not eating for 30ish hours. at first it was because I wanted to be skinnier. but recently ive noticed how much weight ive lost. which isn't good because I play softball and need a lot of muscle for it. but basically now, everytime I put certain foods like pizza up to my mouth, I feel sick to my stomach. I will gag and sometimes even puke in my mouth. my dad is very controlling about it and doesn't understand that im trying my hardest to fix it, but I just cant. only a few of my close friends know about this. my dad said he might send me to the hospital or a therapist if I keep it up. im only 12 and I don't know what to do. im very underweight. someone who knows what theyre doing, please help me.
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I know its hard. I promise that it will get better, and I know it doesn't feel like it will. I love you so much and you are so beautiful. please stay strong. im here to talk.
i’m in a similar situation. it hasn’t gotten that bad but i’m afraid it will and idk what to do