i wish i could lose weight. but all my life i’ve been fed adult portions of food, so i struggle to feel full after a normal portion. if i was full after a meal, they would guilt trip me into finishing them with stuff like “kids in the world are starving” “you’re really just gonna waste it?” so i would finish the whole meal, even if it made me sick.
i’ve been starving myself for a few days and eating as little calories as i can because i want to be pretty. everyone else in my family, my cousins and siblings are thin, and constantly tell me that “i’m not that big” but all i can see are my imperfections. i wish i could love myself and feel confident but i can’t. i don’t think i will until i get thinner. maybe then people will like me.
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hi! i don't know you , but you matter to me! I love you . I love you for who you are regardless of the numbers on the scale. I love you no matter what you eat or how much you eat. Please reach out to somebody before it's too late. There are so many people that love you. Please just tell your mum even if you think that she will think you are overreacting. My mum once had a friend who had an eating disorder , it got so bad that whenever she ate she was terribly sick. There was no way for her to recover because she starved herself for too long. Please don't go to soon. You have so much to live for and I love you so so much. Please just remember to eat 3 meals a day. Remember that you are worth everything , and what you weigh doesn't change that. I love you.
aw gorgeous, i'm going through something a lot similar to what you are going through and i know how it feels xx