at first it was just small workouts and skipping a meal or two. now it’s counting every single calorie, starving myself days on end, and hours of exercise.i’ve become addicted to seeing the numbers on the scale go down and seeing my ribs poke out. i just say I’ve lost a lot of my appetite, or I’m trying to be healthier. im starving myself because im fat. to be honest, I’m actually just underweight but I still am not skinny enough. one of my friends noticed but I brushed it aside. i just want to feel beautiful without being consumed with counting calories. if I eat something I punish myself, if I binge I purge. I hate this cycle of anorexia and just when j think I’ve recovered I relapse.
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