I hate myself!! So much !!! My dad made a large pound cake and I’ve eaten legitimately like a third of it already. i have been slightly relapsing recently?? Idk. Relapse for me now doesn’t even include weight loss it’s just feeling shitty abt mysel, restricting but not quite enough and then binging and starting all over again. sometimes I wish my brain could just pick a side already, like can u either fully relapse or fully recover? Jesus. whatever. Today’s gonna be shit for food. I don’t wanna count cals cuz I know it’ll just make me wanna cry but fuck now I rlly wanna know. whatever ig :/
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