they're taking a senior trip to a waterpark. perfect. I'm not going. it already takes a lot for me to be around my family in a bathing suit, but around CLASSMATES??? people who are so focused on bodies and people who would probably call me a barrel [ :( ] as i walk by? no thank you lmfaooo. i think i'd rather kill myself, like actually. I'm trying to be funny about it but seriously i might cry. idk just can't imagine any of my friends (my one friend lol) understanding how much i hate my body therefore i cannot. if she wants to go, she can, but i will unfortunately be missing out. she already thinks i starve myself, imagine she sees me and all my stomach fat ( ugh i hate saying it even)
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In life, you experience moments in which you accept things such as a job, a situation or even a person but deep inside your heart back on track blanket you know it's not right hence you need to get back on track.