My dad is terrible. He's white and says the n word. He says literally every slur imaginable. I try to tell him and educate him but he wont let me speak cause im a girl. He thinks women should be in the kitchen and shit like that. Its so fucking annoying. Not to mention the fact that when i came out to him he called me the f slur and told me to clean the kitchen. Today he made me call him "sir" and it made me SO uncomfortable. I even said no but he raised his hand at me which caused my panic mode set in. He beats the living shit out of me and my brother and then will tell us he loves us. My mom is such a good person and i dont know how the FUCK she ended up with my dad. My dad believes mental illness isnt real even though my older sister was diagnosed with 7 different ones. I want to speak up for me and my brother but im always so scared that he's gonna beat me again.