I've always had a bad family. My mum left with my 62yr old step-dad to a different country, I haven't spoken to them in 5 years. My dads an alcoholic who doesn't clean the house, he always yells at me if I don't do something that HE's supposed to do, and he's practically abusing our dogs and ferret. My grandma died of lung cancer, I never see my grandpa. I'm usually at my other grandparents, but even then they get irritating. I've been struggling with symptoms of ADHD for years, but I haven't been getting help since my dad says 'everyone has those symptoms', but I might get help soon, so that's okay. I've had ankle issues since I was 6 or 7, and I've had 2 major surgeries because of an infection in my ankle bone. I recently broke the bone slightly above my ankle, and the doctor said that because of how weak my ankle is, I won't be able to do certain things, like skateboarding (which is one of my favourite things) I'm not passionate about anything, and it sucks. I really don't like anything, everything feels like a chore. Even the stuff I'm good at I don't like. It's complicated, I don't know how to describe it.

^Sorry for the rant.