My “father” is an alcoholic and has done some horrible things when drunk. On Easter he left the house with a gun for hours my mom and I not knowing where he was or what he was doing. He has told me “I hate you, your useless, why is she still here, life was better before she was born, I don’t love you, etc”. I don’t even know how to deal with it the problem is I don’t. Because I don’t have anyone to talk to. He has never been there for me yet forces me to tell him I love him and call him my dad. I refuse to acknowledge that I have one. He has threatened to leave so many times. My mom is starting to make me feel like she doesn’t care either. I’m really skinny and always have been but my mom tells me I’m barely allowed to eat anything and when I do eat she gives me a look. I have struggled with mean taking health, disorders, and self harm. I just wish I had someone to be there for me.
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