i have always wanted to dress differently. i have always wanted to have good relationships. i have always wanted to be happy. family does make thats hard. i want to dress goth! but my parents made fun of me and insecurities took over. i wanted to dress soft aesthetic! my parents actually agreed. but then didn’t help me whatsoever. i cry myself i sleep. do they care? no. do they ask if i’m okay? no. but i mean i have to stay alive for the sake of them. i have to fake happiness for them and my “friends”. thank you.