I’m tired of my parents playing with my feelings. My dad ALWAYS “im gonna leave” “your mom & i are getting a divorce” & guess what? he never leaves, and they never divorce. they just continue to fight over everything and act like children, then my siblings and i have to step in and be the adults. its a constant cycle and im tired of it. the worst part is that i ALWAYS cry when he says those words. im such an idiot. im not gonna cry about it anymore and i wont cry till they grow a pair and actually do it. they’re cowards and selfish for doing this shit KNOWING that it affects my siblings and i. there’s a lot of things theyve done. theyre really toxic. i just wanna grow up and live the life im meant to live. not be stuck in this hell hole. the second i turn 18 im moving out. its sad cause i always thought “i dont wanna leave my parents” but things are getting WORSE AND WORSE AND I JUST CANT ANYMORE. i wanna be 18 already so badlyyyy. i wanna scream.