i hate home. i wake up and get screamed at. i eat to much “i’m fat”but when i don’t eat “i’m trying to get skinny". everyday i try to teach my brothers why saying the n-word is bad but they don’t listen. all i get is “shut up." i hate being used by my so call friends. i personally think my dad hates me. my older brother causes so much problems so sometimes i hear him and my mom screaming. my moms side of her family judges every clothes i wear. i sometimes get called useless but hey i have harry styles and his music helps a lot �� idek i hate it here and really want to run away and start off fresh somewhere far away from here.