my family is always the one destroying my mental health. they're always making fun of me for anything, causing me to feel insecure. for example, i like using makeup, but my brothers always invalidate me for using it. even though theres no harm in using it! they always feel the need to remind me that im ugly. theyre also always fat shaming me. my mom has been cutting down the amount of food i can eat subtly, my brothers always tell me im fat, as well as my parents. and today i woke up to my dad asking me how much pounds i gained, saying i gained at least five. and to be honest, ive been skinnier since quaratine. and it just hurts. i have experienced a little bit of ed, ever since fifth grade (im in highschool now). its never enough. anything i do. and everybody who tries to help me tells methe same thing. i experience all of this daily. nothing they say or do will help. mind you, this is my own FAMILY. THEYRE the onesmkaing me feel this way. the people ive known all my life. the oneswho aer supposed to be there for me more than anybody else. like yes, they may be right, but of course, it still hurts.
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