when i think everything is fine reality hits me and i realize i'm not my mom practically abandoned me for a bf again my cousins the favorite my brothers don't really pay attention my dad is always working my younger brothers they w my mom my grandma only cares ab my younger cousin my other grandma don't really matter atm one of my bsf can be active but won't answer i just am so done like my little cousin wanted me to talk to her mom (my aunt) on my grandmas phone btw but n e ways i consider her my mom too bc ion fw my mom and as i was talking she came downstairs and was like can i have the phone bc i wanna watch yt and yo to bed and i was like ava i'm on the phone rn i'll be up soon so then she's like ok then she goes upstairs and starts crying then my grandma came took the phone and said i would call my aunt back and it hurt bc that was the first time in months that i have talked to her and when i cry over sum serious i'm being dramatic but when my cousin cry's over sum big or little it's ok just bc it's her age i just really hate it here
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