so my parents are really strict and one day they went through my phone and found text messages with me and my closest friend who i tell everything and they went through all our texts and found out i’m bi and i was not ready to tell them yet they blame my friend for being a bad influence for talking about my fake friends with her but i know it’s really because they don’t want her gay to come of on me (she’s pansexual) every since then i have gone in to this awful mental state, i’m self harming myself, and me and my parents relationship is so bad i want to go live somewhere else