i have all social medias, you name it, instagram, snap whatever. i have no idea what to do now my mum checks my phone. i delete them all every morning and get them back every night. i stay up late so u can talk to my ibfs, which my mum is strongly against and if she found out would kill me. this is also the only time i can speak to my girlfriend, ive never met her and she lives in germany i live in england, but shes real istg. i have to delete all of our conversations every morning so i can never see her say she loves me and it hurts. im not sure what to do, my life has been like this for a year now and i feel dirty. i run a fanpage on instagram with around 1.1k and i find it impossible to post