This a lot to do with more then just family it has to do with addiction, family, loss, insecurity, and mental health so for as long as I can remember I was surrounded by drugs and death, depression, and suicide. When I was just a couple days old my dad left but I talked to him over Skype here and there he had 5 other kids my half brothers and sisters he chose them of course but when I was 8 he died of cancer it broke me I wanted to die in that moment but everything after that was really a blur my mom constantly hurt my physically and mentally out of anger when I did nothing it’s okay though she was just mad..that went on for years then 3-4 people tried to kill the selves one was successful most are depressed and my family abused drugs so much I don’t wanna get into details but don’t make the mistake of of drug use or abusing anyone physically or mentally it can really screw with somebody I’m so insecure about my body and I get bullied a lot for it sometimes I just wanna die just end it all I wish I was somebody else with a pretty face and nice body my ex best Freind made me feel worthless all the time and did a lot of bad things to me just in general and I still can’t get over it she screwed me up so bad...
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