i spend every day evaluating myself in the mirror. i hate what i see. i feel like i can’t express how i feel about myself because it’s annoying for others to have to hear me drone on and on about it. i’m always told i’m ‘pretty’ and ‘skinny’ but i physically cannot bring myself to accept either of those ‘compliments’. i’ve struggled with my body image since i was in third grade. it seemed like every day a new insecurity would appear. i hate it. i hate feeling this way. no one around me understands the way that i’m feeling. even if i get showered with compliments and love they never make me feel any better. i hate suffering and feeling this way but i simply do not know how to get better. i love all of my friends and family for always being supportive and trying to bring me up but i only know how to put myself down.