*ahem* well, i’ve been struggling really bad with my self worth and just me in general. i literally hate my body and i feel like i’m not good enough, and it’s been a reoccurring feeling for a while now and it honestly sucks, i want to tell my friends but they are all struggling with their own stuff and i feel i’m burdening them with MY own problems. i always try and help them with their stuff, even if i don’t have the mental energy to and i think it’s making it worse. whenever they ask me what’s wrong i don’t go into very much detail because i don’t want them worrying about me when they have their own stuff to worry about, and honestly it’s just gotten to be a lot and it hurts. sometimes the feeling of hatred for myself and not being enough makes it hard to sleep and care. ever since quarantine started i haven’t gotten a good night of sleep and it’s making me feel like i’m going crazy and ugh. and my view of my body has made it hard to eat, if i don’t workout i force myself not to eat and if i do eat i feel REALLY guilty ;-;; agh idk. maybe there isn’t anything wrong and i’m just being dramatic .
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you're not being dramatic, these are problems that are valid and realize that you are a valid individual. body image is always so hard to deal with because sometimes its so hard to see yourself another way. but trust me when i say this, you are beautiful no matter what. people will love you no matter what. its hard to believe but it's true. you are more than just your looks, you are worth a million gold coins and more.
you may feel as a bother but you're not, i may be a stranger but trust me. you're not a bother, you just feel like one. learn to appreciate yourself. its hard and it hurts, but once you can do it, you'll feel free. i don't know you and you don't know me, but i will love and cherish you. thank you for letting me listen to your problems. take care of yourself my little bird.
love, crow.
you’re not being dramatic at all, your feelings are always valid and it’s okay to feel down. i think it would be good to talk with your friends about whats bothering you because it seems like they care, you just won’t open up to them, it’s also alright to take your time with that though there’s no rush to tell them everything straight away. i promise you won’t be a burden to them and it really might do you some good to talk to people who are more close to you. also please remember that all bodies are beautiful and different in their own way, even if you feel your body doent fit the typical beauty standards, thats absolutely fine and nothing like that makes anyone any less beautiful. sometimes you may feel that way about yourself and i completely understand that but please don’t starve yourself or anything sweetie your perfect just the way you are. try your best to get a good rest tonight. 💕