everything is so stupid rn lol. there’s this feeling like there’s something wrong and it won’t go away. the truth is that i don’t feel like a girl anymore. i feel like i’m a boy in a girl’s body but i’m too scared to act on it because being a girl is the only think i know. i’ve hurt myself before because of the frustration i’ve had because i don’t know who i am. my parents don’t get it. i’ve tried to give them signs but they ignore them. when i hang out with my friends who are girls i don’t really feel like i’m in the right place. i hate wearing dresses or anything that makes me feminine. but yet i still am not sure. the first time i cut my hair i used to cry when people called me a boy. i was so insecure and didn’t know how to deal with it. but now, i want to be called a boy and be a man. i want to be someone’s boyfriend. but what if i’m wrong? what if i’m just lying to myself and i’m actually just a masc girl. sorry this is so long i’m just confused.
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I’m a trans boy too, don’t worry. It’s very common that trans people think they are lying to themselves.