i feel like i annoy everybody. yeah i get along with them and talk to them and we have a good time but I'm always the one who types the most messages. but at the same time im usually not the one to start the conversations so that's why i don't have a lot of friends. idk i just feel like people are annoyed by me even tough they don't act like it or say anything, even when they have fun with me. im always sending tons of texts and then i get a tiny response. i also don't feel comfortable talking to anyone about these issues because i don't want to get annoying or act like im asking for attention because the last time i tried to vent the person ghosted me after they said they were here for me and they said they never actually meant it and that it was just annoying..