i hate everything about myself. i hate how i look, how fat i am, my personality, my style. everything. i have friends but i used to vent to them too much and now i’m scared they get annoyed. i’ve been struggling with my weight a lot lately. i’ve been trying to lose weight but it’s so hard. i’m still trying but nothing seems to happen. i feel like i’ll never be beautiful to anyone and nobody will ever love me.