Hey. I’m am a girl in The Netherlands sharing my story. I think it’s really important for more people to do this! Okay let’s start, I have been in a mental really bad place atm. I just hate myself how I look and everything I do. My friends don’t seem to want to interact with me tho and it makes me feel even more bad. I have an ibf and she’s the best! We met through a group chat full of Billie stans and we just clicked together! We talked for a while and later she opened up about her mental problems and it includes self harm. She was at the point of not wanting to live anymore. I love her so much and I saved her that night. It was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I’m so grateful for her to still be here and she now has a girlfriend and it’s just perfect. Her girlfriend last week was taken to a mental health help hospital where she is staying for a while and can’t text with her. She now is in a mental really bad place again and I’m just trying so hard to not make her feel bad and talk about my problems. I mentally am very unstable too atm and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I am just so insecure. I was thinking about selfharm.but I just don’t want they to happen to me tho. I texted her and she told me just to not do it. I didn’t do it tho! But I still have the feeling of nobody caring about me and I just don’t have fun with stuff anymore. I am hoping for it to get better soon and find like a new hobby. Please if you ever feel down make sure to talk to someone . It helps. I hope you get better soon and I hope I will tho. Love you x R