i have been insecure ever since the 4th grade. i never felt "right." i would always look one direction then the other and compare myself without even thinking twice. i have a boyfriend now, but i dont think thats helping too much. he loves me and i love him, but the problem was about my insecurities. im not okay with who i am when im with him. i always feel like he would leave me for anyone because if he fell in love with someone like me, he can fall for anyone. of course, i opened up to him about it but he took it in the wrong direction.
he thought that i dont trust him.